hi

i am sorry i haven't written a blog in a while, a lot of things has happened. in nov i was told that i have cancer. i had surgery to remove the cancer on Jan sixth. i just started Radiation treatment, i had to have six weeks of radiation, i am half through. i only have sixteen moore days of radiation. my last radiation is on March 23th then i have to stay for a week or two to make sure everything is good before i come home, then in 3 months i think in may or june i wil go back for check up and my new teeth. i am so tired and in pain but at last i am cancer free. all the doctors are so nice and amazing. i loved each of them. MDAnderson hospital is really wonderful and special, it feels like there is lots of angels and spitits there it made me comfortable not scared. my doctor Dr. Hessel is really special, i adore her. she did the surgery and saved lot of nerves so i can still smile. she believed in me that i can do it and supported me through it. she saved my life. she is doing everything to help me, she hoped that after radiation my gums would heal fast so i can get my new teeth called appliances so i can eat pixxa. i can eat now but soups or soft foods only because my throat isn't strong enough and is sore from radiating. so after radiation it will heal and i will be able to swallow easier and eat more. my family don't have enough money to pay for hotel for two months so we borrowed my grandparents trailer. my grandma and my mom is with me.it isn't fun to live in trailer but at least we have place to stay until its over. trailer park is beautiful, it have lake and fountain. shower stalls is very nice and clean.

i have lost lot of weigh since the surgery but i am working on bring my weight back up. i really miss homeand looking forward to go home

i will write full details about everything later but right now i am so tired and in pain.

love you all